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When I came to BRSM there
were some areas in my life I knew I wanted God to take
care of. I didn’t know how or when, but I was
determined God was going to change these areas in my
life. God led me to seek deliverance from the Personal
Ministry Team at BRSM. It was a very difficult time
for me. The Lord started uprooting things from my past,
including molestation as a child, and perversion growing
up as well as the fear, anger, and hatred of men that
were results of these past hurts and abuses. When I
was finished, I was “So Free!” The Lord
broke the strongholds off my mind. My mind was completely
renewed! Even people back home say, I’m a different
person than when I left to go to school. Being in the
midst of revival fire, God has turned up the heat in
my life. He has burned away the dross and set me free.
I can now be the woman of God he has called me to be.
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When I was around the
age of seven, I was introduced to masturbation. As a
kid who was a “goody-too-shoes” so to speak,
I had no idea really what that was. Well, that opened
a door in my life for the devil to really mess with
my mind. Not only did I struggle with my thought life,
but fear also had a major hold in my mind. During the
day I would be fine, nothing ever bothered me at all.
But as soon as I shut my eyes to sleep, either sexual
thoughts, or fear would come into my mind. It was so
bad that I couldn’t sleep, and during the night
I would feel pressure on my chest and heart and almost
couldn’t breathe and a voice would tell me I was
going to die. I didn’t’ tell anyone about
my struggles because I felt ashamed and dirty and very
guilty for my “secret sin”. I kept all my
emotions, questions, situations and guilt bottled up
inside of me. I was afraid that if anyone found out
who I really was inside, they would not like me. When
I came to Brownsville Revival School of Ministry, I
heard about deliverance. I knew I needed to be set free,
and healed. When I went through deliverance I would
get uncomfortable and want to leave, but I stayed, and
Jesus set me free from fear, control, and perversion!
Since my deliverance, I have again been attacked in
my thoughts, but I now know who I am in Christ. The
devil doesn’t’ want Christians to know who
they are in Christ because when we realize the power
of Jesus Christ, we realize that same power is in us.
His strength is in us. Jesus set me free! SO FREE! And
taught me how to fight and say no! Praise the Lord for
the freedom he has given me and the peaceful sleep he
has blessed me with.
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I went through deliverance,
because I was very angry and frustrated in my marriage
and all other relationships. I couldn’t control
my anger and I was very depressed and I didn’t
know why. I was a very angry mom and sometimes abusive.
I was out of control.
It’s not that I didn’t try to get help,
I did. But nobody knew what to do. I believe that there
would be a lot of marriages saved through a ministry
like this, and there wouldn’t be so many casualties
in the body of Christ.
The first thing Bill had me do was to write letters
to everybody that hurt me, past and present. In the
letter I confronted them with the truth and then forgave
them. The Lord helped me remember everybody I needed
to forgive. Before deliverance I was plagued with real
bad memories every day. It’s like they haunted
me, memories from a real bad childhood of rape and incest,
etc. Since deliverance those memories have no effect,
or power over me. I don’t even think of those
things any more. And the people that hurt me, when I
talk to them I don’t feel the pain from what they
did. I really forgave them.
When we dealt with the spirit of anger, I got very angry
in the session. I punched pillows and almost knocked
Bill over in his chair. I got it out and was delivered.
I am so Free!!! That’s not just a cliché.
My husband noticed my eyes were lighter brown; they
were not so dark any more. When Bill saw me next he
noticed the same thing. The evidence was in my actions.
My relationships with my family changed so much, I didn’t
know it could be so good.
Before deliverance I was having real bad dizzy spells,
the dizzy spells would make me so sick and sometimes
I would have one while driving and almost wreck. In
one of the deliverance sessions I had one after the
other. I almost threw up it was so bad. I was delivered
of something that day and have never had one since.
I was afraid I would go back to my old ways, but I didn’t.
It’s a daily process of walking it out. It’s
very exciting because I’m functioning as a normal
child of God through His strength. I can love my family
now, and my God. I can also minister to other people
now. The team spoke the truth to me, I received it,
and the truth set me free. I think a better name of
this ministry is “SO FREE”, because I am,
Sister "P's Ten-Year Old Daughter"...
Before my family was saved, my mom was always
mad, weird and emotional. But when we came to Pensacole
and my mom took deliverance with Bill Sudduth I could
see a great change in her. She is always smiling, singing,
buying things for me. And not only did she change, but
the whole family changed! Now we have family time a
lot, we go to church almost every day and we got rid
of our TV. I have seen a great change in her life and
I’m proud of her. And I thank Bill for helping
my mom get to where she is!
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